Thursday, July 31, 2008

The Rain that reigns over Love

Making a point was never so trying,
Finding my voice was never so bitter,
i scream....yes i do.....i scream again
but no,
she laughs back, she mocks back, she lashes back.
Scream? Whoa! When did you learn to scream?
And what if you did....
I want my rain.....
Not you, not anyone....
I want my rain....
And it won't come in the next 4-5 days. Will it?
No...you are right....it won't.....
Even if it rains after it.....it won't make a difference...
My throat shall be parched for ever....
Scream??
Ha Ha!
Won't be able to speak...
speak my mind....anymore...
Hmmmmnnn....
Then i guess there's no way out?
No...there is.
Is there?
Yes.
Where? How? Why(Ego cries out)?
All it takes is one moment....of truth, of clarity, of passion....
And your mind shall wake up to cold droplets...
which purge you...of pain, disappointment.
I know its not real....but...it's more precious....more passionate.....more true.
All it takes is a moment.....but it's completely your choice.....like it has always been.
I'm thirsty too......quench my soul.....let it rain......in your heart!

Seven Days of Solitude

Whiplashes,
bitter,
very cruel,
direct,
to the point,
obscene,
very nude,
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
lovely,
too good,
i am liking this (fuck off!! you are not)
hey,
back off, what else can i say?
there there where's your EGO??
dumped it, humped it?
what?
where?
why??
when the world seems to hold on to it....
why not you?
ya....
i know....
but it was me who started it....
Ha Ha Ha....
dude it's still you who's enduring it....
ya (something breaks in me, i don't want to know)
but i thought....
thought what??
she'll respond?
no....ya....
dude
what
r u crazy??
didn't she say she's got a huge EGO!
Huge as in HUGE!!!!
you are not bigger....can't be
shouldn't be (probably)
cool..
is it?
ya it is....
then so be it....
ya...
enjoy your solitude, punishment, emotion(fruitless!), madness...
thanx....i will...i am....